I've got a pocket; a pocket full of sunshine.

I Love You.

Thursday, December 31, 2009 12:42 PM

I've decided to spread LeLe's presents over 3 weeks, so she will be receiving the last one on her actual birthdate!

Part ONE is coming this Saturday! =) Can't wait to see her happy face. She wanted that just like her Ing Ing! Ing Ing is so shock to find out that LeLe and Ing Ing fall in love for the same things!

Part TWO is coming up next Saturday on the 9th! I'm still planning.... but it will be confirmed soon! *smiles*

more coming up soon....

An important life skill is the ability to kick your own ass into action before someone else does it for you.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 10:03 PM

I got so many things on mind that I want to give LeLe on her birthday. That, that, that, that and that. There's still this, this, this, this and this.

=) I can't wait for LeLe's birthday~!!!! *smiles*

Got a new hairstyle. =)

Loves. ♥

Time to grow up, stop wishing.

Monday, December 28, 2009 1:23 AM

Oh, did I mention about double degree somewhere in any of my post? haha.... If I had, it's ok to mention again isn't it? =)

I'd decided to take double Bachelor. Reason: I want to run far far away, start anew. Clean and fresh. No one knows what had happened. Double Bach. means can run away for a longer period of time!
A turtle reason, I know but that's the only way to start all over again.

Bachelor of Arts (Asian Studies)
&
still having a headache over the second one for like 3 months already.
Its either I abandon Business and take up Bachelor of Science (Psychology) or I continue with Business AND if I chose to continue with Business, I have to chose between either Commerce or Economics. Sadly to say, none among the 20 majors in the Commerce and Economics really interest me alot. =( However, I'd managed to highlight one which is Bachelor of Economics (International Business Economics). Not that it really interest me, but Bachelor of Commerce gives me the feeling that it's as useless as Diploma in Business Administration, the one I'm taking now. Do I need some corrections, or am I really right about this? SOS.

Have to work extra extra hard. If people put in 100% of their heart, I need to put in triple the effort.

Reason 1: I did not enter my dream school and course, NP's Business Studies. I did not appeal, which I could have successfully appeal if I did. I should have put JJC as my first choice, such a confirm seat and I gave it up. Can't find the reason why I landed up in SP's DBA. Maybe it's not the reason that I'm really finding, I'm just searching hard for a good thing that can make me be thankful about getting into SP's DBA. Unfortunately, looks like I really can't find one.

Reason 2: I wasted 1.5 yrs having "fun" that I regret now and "fun" that doesn't pay off emotionally. "Fun": Actually, thinking back, those times don't even seems fun now. It's just memories of how I'd wasted my time and effort and it became a constant reminder not to do those type of foolish things again, cannot trust people easily. Men are animals which can't be trusted.

Reason 3: I just found out that poly was really wasting my time. I could have been going into 3rd year of uni in one month time. I should have go straight to aust after O's, study one year of foundation and go straight into uni. Signs.... Hate to say this, but I should have done that rather than enduring all the shit.

I getting more than ready to go aust. I'm clear about the school I want to go into. Decided to stay in school's hostel for a year then move out by by the second year. I'd bought a new luggage. I'd bought a new notebook. I'd bought clothes to bring over. Do you feel that I'm getting more than ready for aust? Too over? haha.... Then Kelvin is way worst. I think it was one month ago when he started to tell me 'those speeches' as if we are bidding goodbye at Changi airport. Nevertheless, those encouragement warms a sad person's heart and those suggestions, I promise to consider them carefully. =)

The only thing left is to work hard, really hard, I'm only that little away from UWA. Must really work hard. I like the way, I'm worried every minute about results and projects during my 10 days of holiday. haha.... I even did project in such a far far away land! Imagine that! HAHAHAHA! I can see the competitive me coming back! woots! But this time different, in the past I'll work hard, play hard. This time, there's no such thing as play hard! It's work hard, study hard. So eventually, everything is about school's work and results! haha....

Initially, I had another wish about hoping that everything will be fine, even if its just a false appearance will be alright for me. But, ....

I won't wish for things that I'm not confident in anymore and the more I won't wish for things that requires two hands to clap. Cause....

Learnt not wish, hope and trust.

12:16 AM

What the toot!
92 for HRIS!?!?
Always score well for modules that I seldom attend. As for those that I put in 200% of effort, I gained shit marks in the end.

Signs....

In life too, those that I'd put in extra effort, always disappoint me.
Sometimes, everyday, I'll ask myself why.

After service today, I heard <<說好的幸福呢>> on tv and I realised that it was the 3rd sentence from the chorus that made me tear, everytime.

The most handsome Mexican dimples.

Saturday, December 26, 2009 12:43 AM

He's Chief.

*smiles*

Everyone says HELO to Chief!!!!

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 9:35 PM

Suddenly, I know what I want:

Get a company who I can really talk to.
Rent couples of interesting movies.
Buy bottles of red wine.
Sit at a cosy living room.

and

Watch movies like there's no tomorrow;
talk about anything under the sun;
laugh together till our stomachs pain;
and slowly enjoy bottles after bottles of wine.

That's something that I really want to try out one day....
I bet I will love it.... =)

Thanksgiving, after all, is a word of action.

12:36 AM

Calla Lilies are too difficult to make, so I've decided to make my next favourite, White roses!

*Jiang Jiang*

25 of them! Yes, 25, nice number right? Heeees....

And I'm going to share my love with people I love and cherish cause it's Christmas, a season of thanksgiving! =) I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!! for no reason, HAHA =D

This belongs to Ing Ing~! =D

HuiHui's(L) & Carrie's(R).

Gave them before school ends. Just in time. =)

The Girls, all 6 of them.

Will be out of Singapore, so I pass all to Huiping yesterday! I know Huiping Loves it cause she keep asking me to make a bouquet for her. Too bad Huiping, I'm not your boyfriend. Ask your BOYFRIEND make ok? Feel free to find me to teach him, with a fee of course. As you know nothing is free. =) Oh, just use plastic bag, thats the best solution I can think of. =p

Bai SinLee's(L) & Lee JunHao(R).

Sinlee was home late, so I went to bubbletea shop and pass it to her mum! From her tweet, I know she loves it just like Huiping! WOAH HAHAHAHA

And of course my 10 year buddy LEE JUNHAO who thought that I'm going to pass him my wedding invitation. YEAH, LEE JUNHAO I'll make sure you will be the first to get it in the future and you better make sure you give me the biggest angbao.

Ok, back to what happened: Lee JunHao wore ahma clothes and HIS MUM's SLIPPERS to meet me. I was like !@#$%^&! Even more @%^#&* was that he blame me for meeting him late and therefore missed his formal wear.