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If you want to conquer fear, don't sit home and think about it. Go out and get busy.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 12:56 AM

A real decision is measured by the fact that you've taken a new action. If there's no action, you haven't truly decided.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 11:31 PM

you once joke to me that
later when i wake up, everything that happened was just a dream and there's never a you that appear in my life.
sometimes i really feels so. feels that it's all a dream and you never really appear before.

you once question me that
i said that you are the best thing that ever happened to me, yet i'm not giving myself to you at all.
today, do you still feels that i'm not giving you all i can?

you once told me that
if its all dark around, you will be the one shinning light at me.
its all dark around me tonight. How about your side, is it dark too?

no matter how hard i try to make you my family, you still want to a stranger who is just in for a ride?
why you just want to be a stranger?
can you please don't be a stranger?
and i know i'm pushing you away.
很遺憾，
我們從來沒有好好的拍過一張照片。

As perfume to the flower, so is kindness to speech.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 12:04 AM

25th January 2010

Celebration from Andrew, Lawrence and Hanrong was an impromtu and surprised one.
Glad that I meet a group of fun and talented church friends and that's a blessing from God!

Went to sing k with Kel, Singkiat and Ken at Kallang. Did the usual things, and it's the usual things that we do that makes me happy. Like what Singkiat said, it's been a long time since Kel, me and him took train together. I'm glad that I made the right choice, I no longer feel those pair of eyes that will stare at my back if I talk to the both of them. Ken joined us instead, it's fated, I confirm.

26th January 2010

Kelvin and Carrie gave me a huge surprise. I really don't know what I've did that I deserved this present from them. I really don't know what to say cause I know for Kelvin to do some of the things inside the video he needs courage. I never did great things to Kelvin before. For his birthdays I din't do anything great, for his life I did nothing great too, moreover the those bad things I've did. For his birthday I did not put in a lot of effort, instead it was someone else birthday that I really put my heart in. I'm really lost for words cause I don't think I deserve such a wonderful gift. Carrie too, I really did nothing much and she put in so much effort doing the video.

Had a talk with Kelvin during lunch and I cried like how I'm crying now. There's just some emptiness inside that I'm still learning to live with it. Kelvin encouraged me to try for the one last time, but it's a thing that requires two hands to clap. I'm afraid.


Not a good friend, not anymore.
Not the best, not anymore.
Not a miracle, not anymore.
Somethings changed and it really changed.?
Are you really my family or you are just a stranger in for a ride?
That Awkward Silence .

And remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.
Monday, January 25, 2010 3:14 AM

24th January 2010

Advance celebration with family at Havelock Road and of course I love you Lele.
=)

Andrew and Lawrence called me to find them at Braddel and join the usual chatting session.
They gave me a mini surprise celebration.
Hanrong joined in after he reached home.
=)

Spend the last few moments of 19 years old with the 3 Xiaos brothers.

25th January 2010

Spend the first few moments of 20 years old with the 3 Xiao brothers.

This is the first time in my life asking for a birthday outing, and that request went to Kelvin.
Cause the happiest memory I had in poly life was spending time with Ben, Kelvin and Singkiat and therefore, just before I leave for Aust. I really want to experience it again. They don't need to do anything, just a normal Kbox session and that's the best birthday present I can have.
=)

Let me be immune.
Sunday, January 24, 2010 5:19 PM

What happened last holiday?

World Ready Youths.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 1:52 AM


20th January 2010
Had an advanced birthday celebration with the Girls at marina square. =D

In alphabetical order and whether you took bus, train or mrt home, it doesn't matter.

thank you miss Cheang for your stall-bali and of course your milo ice cream in CUP and your HUGE fire gift for my fingers.

thank you miss Huang for your can't control laughing at c-di-link and your arrows which was aiming at me whole night.

thank you miss Kee for your ZOOM-ing with me and C-DI-LINK the joke of the decade.

thank you Miss Lee for your celery and your game which i'm really not good at.

thank you Miss Lim for your lousy camera which fails everytime and we don't know why AND thank you in advance for not using that holland V picture.

thank you miss Ong for your iphone which allow me to ZOOM and capture a picture.

Most importantly, Thank you Girls for giving me a chance to enjoy myself tonight.

=)

Life is a Basketball match.
Monday, January 18, 2010 12:20 AM

Life is a basketball match.
You are the player and you have God with you.
Your enemies are the devils.
Your troubles, worries and anxiety is the basketball.

In the game,
it is a penalty to hold the ball and run.
You have to pass the ball to God,
and God will definitely do the best slum dunk for you.


Life is a basketball match.
I am the player and I have God with me.
My enemies are the devils.
My troubles, worries and anxiety is the basketball.

In the game,
it is a penalty to hold the ball and run.
I have to pass the ball to God,
and I believe that God will definitely do the best slum dunk.

In Jesus name,
Amen.

Happiness sometimes can be very very simple.
Saturday, January 9, 2010 1:48 AM

For example, talking with someone in the cyber world and for that moment you believed everything the other party said.

Then conversations like these became the way both of you speaks until eventually one day, you suddenly realised that both of you have not been speaking to one another in the way you used to. Subsequently, both of you stops talking to one another. Happiness stops somewhere there without you realising.


I was looking thur files in my vaio and trying to clear some unused files away. Then I came across a folder which contains lots conversations that I had been in MSN. I click on one of them and I saw tons of conversations that I had with different people.

No special feelings for anything past spoken words, until my eyes spotted a conversation that I'd long forgotten. I really don't remember about those words that I'd seen nor do I remember about the conversation.
Probably God was trying to do something tonight.




13th March 2008

i wan see u tml

serious?

serious
somethings change

speechless

but somethings neve change

i don get it
wat u mean?

see u tml ill explain it

har?
speechless

12 at somerset
cya there
anw
12 to 10 thats 10 hours exactly

so....?

so?

tomolo use all finish?

ill clock more tml

so its wat?

anw u will have punishment each time i cant see u
for every one sec=one hour

walao then u go out wif them for 10hrs straight n i not there, i'll
have to stick wif u my whole life?

well i saw ur sad face during pool toda
maybe(for ur qn)

then if u go out 2nd time wif them w/o me, i'll have to stick wif u for 2lifes?

u just have one life
so mayb after life

wow then wat will i turn to?

lets focus on the life first
then will decide who u will be afterlife

orh.... ok....
so really tomolo ar?

really
u gotta stick with me all ur life and be my best friend

haha speechless
lol
woah u can really make me laugh
thanks XXX=)

welcome
my pleasure
i am happier than u
cux i made u laugh

www.youtube.com....

wat do u think it means?

emm.... im the cat ur the dog?

ahahaha
ur trying to say i eat alot again

nono
-_-

did i make u laugh again?
ahaha

u make me dots....
haha
;P
actually everytime im down u try to make me happy so ya im the cat ur de dog
not fat dog but handsome dog la

woo
so i have to be ur dog all my life?

then i'll have to be ur cat all my life?

ahaha
yes

then wat can i say lor
set ba

set 爸

吧 u mean?

purposely la

oh ok got it
set 媽

ahahah
thxx
thanks God that u are being u
that u are special
there is no one like u
so ur the best inging in the entire world
and u will get better and better by days
by hours
by secs
thats the best inging
AMEN
Jesus Christ bless u

XXX can give me a hug tomolo?

if u wan
ahaha

seriously these few days my tigger din work
cos its too small le

ill get u a BIG one soon
ahaha
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If I could. I would.

Snowing.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 1:03 AM

kengchanayo?

希望窗外的大雪能讓你少抽點煙.

Heaven never helps the man who will not act.
Monday, January 4, 2010 10:35 PM

In HS I was suicidal all the time and had no friends and always ate alone. One day a classmate came and stole my lunch from me and sat it down at her table with her friends. Her daily refusal to allow me to eat by myself any longer gave me the strength to survive HS and not be so alone. She GMH

quoted from: www.GMH.com/?pg=8

This reminds me of a foodcourt incident that happened very long ago....
Well, at least in my point of view....

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