沒那麼簡單
就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在
看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
沒那麼簡單
就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際
也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽
自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機
舒服窩在沙發裡
過了愛作夢的年紀
轟轟烈烈不如平靜什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心
所以最開心
曾經想念最傷心
但卻最動心
的記憶Was having the usual birthday talk with lee junhao that day over the phone.
He was my first karaoke mate and probably that was why we always fall in love for the same songs and the qualities that we look for in a song are very similar.
Its not the melody that we are looking for, its the words that matter most.
We'll get attracted to a particular song because of the lyrics, and just one sentence is enough to make us fall for the particular song.
It doesn't requires the full lyrics, just a sentence written it is enough to describe your feelings. Just a sentence, it is enough to bring back endless memories.
It is not about the intention and the story that the person who wrote the lyrics was trying to bring across.
It is about how you relate to the lyrics in your own way, in your own story.
A powerful song is enough to kill with a sentence.
After that particular sentence that grabs your attention, the melody of the song comes into the picture.
The melody accompanied with the images that are flashing in your mind and that is how scary a song can be.
Therefore, sometimes, I stop myself from listening to music.
Lee junhao was sharing with me the new song sang by Yoga, 心酸.
Yeah, just the sentence at the beginning which wrote "时间的伤 翻云覆雨了什么 从我手中 夺走了什么", is enough to set me thinking about the things that happened and how they had changed me.
What Yoga sings after that, doesn't really matters anymore.
Time.
We talk about how we have grown and the little things that has happened these 8 years.
Until today, I can't help it but to think of LeeJunHao everytime when I hear “他一定很愛你”.
It was once his favourite song and he sings that song everyday.
Memories.
Time.
In the past, I have this special fond for "第一時間“ and "我們的歌”.
I wanted to have the kind of bond that they mention in their songs, and I believe that I can do those actions mentioned and I believed that I can find someone else who can do those too.
After so many things, I finally understand that what F4 and LeeHom sang are all just, sadly, bullshit.
They are just imaginary things that doesn't exist.
IngIng is not a good friend, not anymore.
IngIng is not the best, not anymore.
IngIng is not a miracle, not anymore.
